There was a girl i used to know...
she was BUBBLY TALKATIVE JOYFUL CUTE LIVELY
and with that sweet smile all the time~
her passion in life would has just melted anyone around her...


BUT PERHAPS...SHE IS JUST A CARROT IN DISGUISE.


a carrot...which cannot take any hot water.

Now all those have become used-to-be's...
she is SAD DOWNCAST LIFELESS OUT-OF-FOCUS
and her smile lost its radiance...
this would have hurt the love ones around her deeply...
if they ever find out.

Of course she is bright enough to aware what she's doing to herself...
she is just not strong enough to handle it well...
maybe sometimes later...

she won't even know who she is.

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my father used to critique the way i use chopsticks...
and after some attempts...i can use it with poise now...
hw i wish she can handle this as easy as i handle the chopsticks.
Hw i wish.