Sometimes feel sad over the fact...
That nothing is perfect in the world...
However...do have faith...
As everything is just Beautiful in its own way~

LOVE TO LIVE...LIVE TO LOVE~ ♥

Thursday, May 28, 2009

what happened???

okay now...i dont know why am i so emotional lately...
but things seem to be all upside down for me...
yes im trying my best to solve them out...but still...
seriously doubting my abilities now...
i think this is just too much for me...too much...
i was wrong from the far beginning
when i thought im able to handle all these...
it seems that i over-estimated myself...
im not that good afterall...

to friends...thanks for concerning....
sorry for not replying in the chatbox
as i really dont know what to say...
thanks for the kind messages...
but i think i really need some time.

Monday, May 18, 2009

feeling small...

feeling small...the worst feeling in the world...
all of a sudden...all the things i did seemed to be failure...
and im feeling like a loser....
everyone think im capable...and i never doubt it...
but now...i cant even handle the things i love to do...
and i dont know why....
i dont know what happen to me...this feeling just came suddenly...
and it SUCKS~
i know this doesnt sound like me...
but i think no matter how bubbly a person is...
she will still have to go through this to experience what life is meant to be...
lets just hope this terrible feeling will go away as soon as possible...
there're so many things to do and i have no time for this SMALL feeling.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

my sweet sixteen~

HAPPY HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO ME!!! ^.^
hee...turn sixteen today...
and so 3rd may 2009 falls on the day before my mid-year exam~ xD
inteyo gang celebrated birthday for me on the post motem...
guess what they gave me as present?? a watch! [ which is very expensive to me~xp ]
after that they kept asking me about the time...haha!
today went yumcha with them again...purposely wore a necklace with an 'S'...
as S stand for SiSi's Sweet Sixteen...^o^ [ i know it's quite lame~ >.< ]
lots of friends text me today...some of them even started to text me midnight xD
a big THANK YOU to all of you!!! ^.^
hmm...let's hope all your wishes come true...
as many of you wish for a good result for my mid-year exam~ hehex.
really looking forward my sweet sixteen...
hope it's a great year to be...
and i'm sure it is. ^^

post camp~

attended the post motem last thursday...
was glad to know that we got good ratings from the campers ^.^
and both my sessions improved! ^o^
was especially glad with the session with jeff...100% whey! xD
[ mabel said island bomb had never got 100% before~*winkx~]
we had a great time watching the photos...
as we teased and laughed upon seeing those pictures...
oh gosh...all the camp memories came back!!! >.<
and tomorrow's my mid'year exam!
hmm...at least i finished sejarah...so-called FINISH...xp
hee...enjoy the pictures! ^^
my beloved facis team~^^

camp eve...doing the registration job...
[ bk...what are you looking for?? ]

such an enjoyable ride up there ^o^

Adeline's Rest House...the perfect campsite for such a wonderful camp~

dong dong and bell bell in 'ding dong'~xp
F&B duties...the food is simply delicious!
having my session with jeff~
[ watch ding ding,rajiv and papa...... xp ]
woohoo! like the stream!

ding dong bell's home sweet home~^^
[the door is still okay~ xD]

completed the task with my babies...

owh yeah~all survived! =)

nice hike! muax...

ULTIMATE FIVE ROCKXX!!! miss my cute babies~



LC0409!!! LOVE YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!!!

so glad to be part of inteyo...heartz you all...4ssss~^^