yes...i am escaping...
from the hurts...from the pains...
from the reality where i am so lost and miserable...
i am no more as courageous and rational as i used to be...
i am just so tired and afraid...
may the ostrich leave it's comfort zone soon.
Sister's call brought back my tears...
finally a release of pains and emotions...
didn't know she's suffering so much there...
somehow divert my pain's attention to her...
but...it doesn't mean the pain is lessen...
it hurts to hold back...
it hurts more when i see the ones i love holding back...
tired...
so there's really something called emotional tiredness.
and it's definitely worse than physical and mental tiredness.
i never expect there will be such a day....
where i beg for the ability to cry.
lets just hope i haven't forgotten how to smile.
and i never cheat the ones i love.
NEVER.
one more lesson...
don't say ANYTHING when you are angry.
not even a word.
Sense of Lost
Went faci training today and learnt about sense of lost.
Yupe...great lesson on sense of lost.
Another lesson for today...
S stands for sweet...and sour as well.
remember that~
okay.
lessons over.
Everything is just beautiful in its own way~
hey hey~ sorry for the late updates...
it's not that nothing happened recently...
just couldn't find the time...
hee...want to share a song which i like so much recently...
especially the lyrics~^^
enjoy kay? u can find it in my playlist~^^
BY2 - 我知道
从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时闭着眼没有回头
答应你我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流
with love, yuen si.
