How does it feel to suddenly realize...
that all you think is right turn out wrong??
MISERABLE. HURT. LOST.
So im just a lousy person afterall...
A lousy sister.
A lousy daughter.
And lousy enough to lie to myself.
How stupid am i...to be able to lie to myself???
So it's in a total mess...when i thought everything is okay...
IT IS NOT OKAY.
.
AND IT'S TIME TO DO SOMETHING.
which need some necessary sacrifices...and courage.
courage...let's hope i do have some.
let me have some determination too.
.
.
And let's hope i haven't been losing my head...totally.
Hopeless...
How does it feel to be put down when u just light up a fire of hope??
IT FEELS SUCKS. AND PAIN.
Fire is never eternity. It will definitely go off someday.
Having faith in someone is just a wonderful feeling...
but the feeling is equally bad when u know the faith is wearing off.
Time to face the truth??
I AM NOT READY YET.
To be loved...
Everyone loves to be loved...
but how often is it...
to have someone who loves you with all the heart and soul??
APPRECIATE THOSE WHO LOVE YOU TRULY PEOPLE.
'Cause once you miss it...there's no second chance...
I LOVE YOU.