Love to live~Live to Love~

Note to God - Charice

2010-11-09T15:40:00.007+08:00

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world
I'd say I'd say I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness

in our hearts

I'd say I'd say I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No No
We can't do it on our own
So So

(Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No No(No)We can't do it on our own

(So) So

If I wrote a note to God

Love to Live...and Live to Love~ ♥

2010-08-05T22:13:00.006+08:00

Kinda obsessed with this application in facebook-- Message from God...

Even though Im not Christian...these messages really reach deep down to my core...and have me so touched and moved~

They are just simply so meaningful and guiding~! ♥

Would like to share these lovely messages with all my loved ones...

Lets put up this faith in Life and Love~ ^^

On this day, God wants you to know... that contentment comes from unconditional love. When you love conditionally, you have to keep deciding if the other is worthy of your love. You can never let go of your guard enough to be content. Why not decide once and for all, and love once and for all. And be content.

On this day, God wants you to know... that there is no need to obsess over a decision. God has more in store for us then we can ever predict, and what we fear are bad choices frequently turn out for the best, because our hidden aspirations know better where we are going than our rational minds.

On this day, God wants you to know... that it's OK. Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK.

On this day, God wants you to know... that you cannot let this day pass without telling the people you love that you love them. Do not take for granted the people closest to your heart. Nothing is permanent, celebrate them now

On this day, God wants you to know... that when the night feels very long, remember that a new day is just around the bend. With each new day we are given new hope, new possibilities, new opportunities. Each new day is a miracle.

On this day, God wants you to know... that faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty. Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

On this day, God wants you to know... that God is glad that you are You. Sure, we all have things we want to change, to improve about ourselves. But underneath the flesh and bone, you are an immortal and perfect soul. Always remember that

On this day, God wants you to know... that the way you know you have found the right one is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person. Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik

On this day, God wants you to know... that you are asked for very little, - just the totality of your being. God demands the totality of your being. That you invest all of yourSelf into celebrating the glory and the preciousness of being alive right now, no holding back and saving for late.

Love to Live...and Live to Love~ Yuensi. ♥

Stupid Mistake - Gareth Gates

2010-07-12T20:14:00.003+08:00

I’ve been letting you down, down
Girl I know I’ve been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should’ve played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can’t take my heart will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake.

Song recommendation for the week~

Nice and meaningful. :)

原谅我是这样的女生

2010-07-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

我不够认份所以怕再为谁作出牺牲
爱要有天份所以我始终学不会放任
我不够天真不允许我傻傻的等
对自己残忍多残忍我要有分寸
我太过认真所以才相信所谓的永恒
爱让人恍神所以止不住不小心沉沦
我太负责任不允许有太多悔恨
对自己坦诚多坦诚我自有分寸
我只是无辜的人很需要叹气声
有一些文字的吻只留给伤过的人
明知道有些问题没有答案还是要问
原谅我因为我就是这样的女生

我就是这样的女生。歌词中的那个女生。

请原谅我。

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ♥

2010-01-01T22:28:00.004+08:00

So here comes 2010...MY BIG YEAR~~~ >.<

Gonna miss 2009...with a whole bunch of co-curricular activities, thrilling debates, memorable camps, impactful InteYo activities, wonderful relationships....

All i can say about 2009 is HAPPENING.

Wishing 2010 to be another happening year...^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

CHEERS 2010!

*Will be less active here soon. Gonna get ready for my big year...Try not to miss me too much yea~ ;)

Finally Realize...

2009-12-20T20:19:00.008+08:00

How does it feel to suddenly realize...

that all you think is right turn out wrong??

MISERABLE. HURT. LOST.

So im just a lousy person afterall...

A lousy sister.

A lousy daughter.

And lousy enough to lie to myself.

How stupid am i...to be able to lie to myself???

So it's in a total mess...when i thought everything is okay...

IT IS NOT OKAY.

AND IT'S TIME TO DO SOMETHING.

which need some necessary sacrifices...and courage.

courage...let's hope i do have some.

let me have some determination too.

And let's hope i haven't been losing my head...totally.

Hopeless...

2009-12-15T12:46:00.002+08:00

How does it feel to be put down when u just light up a fire of hope??
IT FEELS SUCKS. AND PAIN.
Fire is never eternity. It will definitely go off someday.
Having faith in someone is just a wonderful feeling...
but the feeling is equally bad when u know the faith is wearing off.

Time to face the truth??

I AM NOT READY YET.

To be loved...

2009-12-12T08:25:00.006+08:00

Everyone loves to be loved...
but how often is it...

to have someone who loves you with all the heart and soul??
APPRECIATE THOSE WHO LOVE YOU TRULY PEOPLE.
'Cause once you miss it...there's no second chance...

I LOVE YOU.

DRUMS!!! ♥

2009-11-11T18:46:00.006+08:00

The drums were sent back today...
sure will miss them lotz!!! >.<

Last night was definitely a GOOD GOOD NIGHT~ :)
never expected things to work out so perfectly...
hey we had only 1 week to make that happen! *CLAPS*
some of the performance didn't come out so well in the rehearsals...
but what they brought up last night was simply amazing!!
thumbs up to Pn Pamela who came out with the brilliant ideas...
the AMC STARS and BATTLE OF DANCES were no doubt the highlights of the night!
owh not forgetting the 24 SEASONS DRUMS~~~ :)
i was holding back my tears after the concert...
flashing back the times when we practised so hard...
and yet have to face some 'unforeseen circumstances'~
our performance was totally MIRACLE~
BIG BIG THANK YOU to me dear brother and friends~
and our dearie dearie seniors for the unfailing supports!! :)
owh i miss the DRUMS sooo much~~~
it would be the last time playing the drums...
i miss my 惊蛰~~~ T.T

Bravo AMC gurls!
We set new benchmarks of excellence!!! :)

2009-11-08T21:58:00.005+08:00

Nice song recommended by Y-Hung~
Love it~ :]

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

2009-11-08T21:40:00.008+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would've worked out right

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you

Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I loved you so

I loved you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that is wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Life is FAIR???

2009-10-28T20:44:00.012+08:00

I slept 4.30am that night...

and now this is what i get???

Life is not fair...at all...

.......or it's just me...?

Xuan did a lot of practises...

does it mean i havent done enough??

Life is not fair

Life rewards efforts

I just don't know what else can i do...
beside spending daddy's hard-earned money on tuition fees...

At last...FREEDOM!!!

2009-10-22T21:44:00.021+08:00

Woohoooo!!!! Exam's over!!! ^o^
Phew...never been that stressed about exam before...

Though it was just 1 week++...

it seems like i havent been sleeping for a loooooong time~

i think the caffein in my body is almost a tonne already...XD
since exam's over...means it's time for FUN FUN and FUN!!! ^.^
LOL~ yupe im ready with the To-Do-List...a long one~ *winks
one of them in the list----Clear up my MESSY table.

typical exam syndrome...XD everything just PUT PUT and PUT~

during the studying nights...books and notes spread EVERYWHERE~ @.@

so to those who have their exams postponed...

gambateh lorh~ ^.^

it will eventually over...

though waiting for it to end it's like Ramadi waiting for the Rain God~

LOL~ have been abit crazy since exam ends...XD

okay! Happy Exam-finally-over Amcees!

Today is a Gift

2009-10-06T18:55:00.009+08:00

Read this in someone's blog...

it's so meaningful and i wish to share it with the ones i love...

Yesterday is history...

Tomorrow is mystery...

But Today is a Gift.

That is why it is called the PRESENT.

Unfold it...or you will never know what is awaiting you~ :)

Grateful

2009-09-06T20:53:00.007+08:00

the girl is being negative-thinking...again~

why does she have to do this to herself?

pay-off i suppose...

does how people look at you matters so much?

is being the best that important?

so you're worrying about these...

when people out there...

are thankful 'cause they made it to another day.

funny huh?~~~

can't she see that she has a wonderful family?

does she know that her friends care about her so much?

is she aware that she has so much which others are dying for?

and yet...

YOU CHOOSE TO BE UNHAPPY.

being grateful isn't that hard afterall right?

HAPPINESS ISN'T ABOUT GETTING WHAT YOU WANT

BUT WANTING WHAT YOU GET

~GARTH BROOKS

Used To Be

2009-08-30T19:54:00.008+08:00

There was a girl i used to know...
she was BUBBLY TALKATIVE JOYFUL CUTE LIVELY
and with that sweet smile all the time~
her passion in life would has just melted anyone around her...

BUT PERHAPS...SHE IS JUST A CARROT IN DISGUISE.

a carrot...which cannot take any hot water.

Now all those have become used-to-be's...
she is SAD DOWNCAST LIFELESS OUT-OF-FOCUS
and her smile lost its radiance...
this would have hurt the love ones around her deeply...
if they ever find out.

Of course she is bright enough to aware what she's doing to herself...
she is just not strong enough to handle it well...
maybe sometimes later...

she won't even know who she is.

* * *

my father used to critique the way i use chopsticks...
and after some attempts...i can use it with poise now...
hw i wish she can handle this as easy as i handle the chopsticks.
Hw i wish.

You're GREAT Girl~ ^_^

2009-08-26T19:58:00.006+08:00

so people do have the capability to become a better person...
a few-hours-chat with a girl today reaffirms me on this...
yes there were some misunderstandings about her...
but my point of view changed...
the chat was amazingly constructive and impactful...
she is now so much more mature...and to my surprise...
she is able to give such wise piece of thought...
perhaps the trip did make some kind of difference~ :]
seldom i meet a girl with such integrity...
and that certainly makes me respect her more...:]
hmm...im looking forward to work with her now~ ^^
a small girl with big thoughts...that how i will describe her...
YOU ROCKXX GIRL~~~ ^_^

2009-08-11T21:13:00.003+08:00

recently get addicted to these 2 songs...
nice songs with nice lyrics...
would like to share them with you~ ^_^

Innocence - Arvil Lavigne

2009-08-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

Waking up I see that everything is okay
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[chorus]

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry
[ It's so beautiful, it makes you want to cry ]

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
Cause' I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

No Parade - Jordin Sparks

2009-08-11T20:59:00.002+08:00

I'm already looking back
I'm already looking around
Where did we get off the track
What was it that brought us down
I'm already waking up
Oh have I've been asleep too long
Losing you is hard enough
Not knowing anything was wrong

Changes come but where they go?
You never know
Just another day like any other
Nothing in the sky said run for cover
Just another reason
Never thought it would end this way
There was no parade
No lights flashing
No songs to sing along the way
There was no parade

The story was supposed to last
You were never supposed to be
Just somebody in the past
Somebody I used to see
Trouble crept up on us
Warning never came in time
Before I knew it we were dust
Just left behind, left behind

[ chorus ]
No waves crashing
There was no one else around the days
There was no parade

After all the noise
I never heard our last goodbye
It was silent as a butterfly

There was no parade
No lights flashing
No songs to sing along the way
There was no parade
No waves crashing
There was no one else around the days
There was no parade

MY LOVELY HAIR GONE....T.T

2009-08-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

sobz sobz....
why this have to happen to me???
just wanna get a trim...and now this. T.T
my lovely hair...has turned so short!!!
arghhhhhhhhh......
everyone is trying make me feel better by saying i look cute in this...
but i know im not! T.T
when my hair gonna grow back to the normal length...?
make a say to myself...after this no more cutting short...
wanna keep my hair to shoulder length...
to prevent the history from repeating.... x.x
farewell is in three weeks time...
do you think my hair can reach the normal length by that time?
haiz....quite hopeless actually...
.
at least the hair doesn't change who i am.

Escapism

2009-07-30T23:32:00.006+08:00

yes...i am escaping...

from the hurts...from the pains...

from the reality where i am so lost and miserable...

i am no more as courageous and rational as i used to be...

i am just so tired and afraid...

may the ostrich leave it's comfort zone soon.

Release and Holding back...

2009-07-29T21:59:00.003+08:00

Sister's call brought back my tears...

finally a release of pains and emotions...

didn't know she's suffering so much there...

somehow divert my pain's attention to her...

but...it doesn't mean the pain is lessen...

it hurts to hold back...

it hurts more when i see the ones i love holding back...

tired...

2009-07-28T23:21:00.003+08:00

so there's really something called emotional tiredness.
and it's definitely worse than physical and mental tiredness.
i never expect there will be such a day....
where i beg for the ability to cry.
lets just hope i haven't forgotten how to smile.

2009-07-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

and i never cheat the ones i love.

NEVER.

2009-07-26T21:31:00.001+08:00

one more lesson...

don't say ANYTHING when you are angry.

not even a word.

Sense of Lost

2009-07-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

Went faci training today and learnt about sense of lost.
Yupe...great lesson on sense of lost.

Another lesson for today...
S stands for sweet...and sour as well.
remember that~

okay.
lessons over.

Everything is just beautiful in its own way~

2009-07-18T22:42:00.004+08:00

hey hey~ sorry for the late updates...
it's not that nothing happened recently...
just couldn't find the time...
hee...want to share a song which i like so much recently...
especially the lyrics~^^
enjoy kay? u can find it in my playlist~^^

BY2 - 我知道

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

with love, yuen si.

mixture of feelings~

2009-06-13T14:13:00.009+08:00

MIXTURE OF FEELINGS.

wanted to write about LC0609 and also the PPS training camp...
but there are so many feelings involved....from both camps...
satisfied?dissapointed?glad?happy?relieved?grateful?appreciate???
too many...that i cant identify them...
and so im sorry...i dont think i can write about it now...
all i can talk about is that...
I'M GLAD WITH THE OUTCOMES FOR BOTH CAMPS.

really feel good to receive messages from babies and campers...
saying thank you for standing by their sides and teaching them this and that...
feel even good when listening to my own sister talking about the camp...
i'm so glad all the ones i love benefited from the camp..
n now i MISS MISS MISS THE CAMP!!!
MISS MISS MISS THE PEOPLE!!!

PPS training camp....which frankly speaking...
had made me suffer for quite sometimes...
and now...ended with quite a good note...
feedbacks from the campers are good...
and im glad to see improvement in some of them~^^

okay...that's all i manage to write about now...others???
please wait my feelings to settle down first kay? xD
but anyway...feel really really grateful now...
thanks so so so much to all of you who were there to support me...
Mabel and facis...OCs,seniors and facis...family and friends...
im really speechless right now...all i can say is...
THANK YOU SO MUCH~

what happened???

2009-05-28T22:48:00.007+08:00

okay now...i dont know why am i so emotional lately...
but things seem to be all upside down for me...
yes im trying my best to solve them out...but still...
seriously doubting my abilities now...
i think this is just too much for me...too much...
i was wrong from the far beginning
when i thought im able to handle all these...
it seems that i over-estimated myself...
im not that good afterall...

to friends...thanks for concerning....
sorry for not replying in the chatbox
as i really dont know what to say...
thanks for the kind messages...
but i think i really need some time.

feeling small...

2009-05-18T22:23:00.006+08:00

feeling small...the worst feeling in the world...
all of a sudden...all the things i did seemed to be failure...
and im feeling like a loser....
everyone think im capable...and i never doubt it...
but now...i cant even handle the things i love to do...
and i dont know why....
i dont know what happen to me...this feeling just came suddenly...
and it SUCKS~
i know this doesnt sound like me...
but i think no matter how bubbly a person is...
she will still have to go through this to experience what life is meant to be...
lets just hope this terrible feeling will go away as soon as possible...
there're so many things to do and i have no time for this SMALL feeling.

my sweet sixteen~

2009-05-03T17:38:00.004+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO ME!!! ^.^
hee...turn sixteen today...
and so 3rd may 2009 falls on the day before my mid-year exam~ xD
inteyo gang celebrated birthday for me on the post motem...
guess what they gave me as present?? a watch! [ which is very expensive to me~xp ]
after that they kept asking me about the time...haha!
today went yumcha with them again...purposely wore a necklace with an 'S'...
as S stand for SiSi's Sweet Sixteen...^o^ [ i know it's quite lame~ >.< ]
lots of friends text me today...some of them even started to text me midnight xD
a big THANK YOU to all of you!!! ^.^
hmm...let's hope all your wishes come true...
as many of you wish for a good result for my mid-year exam~ hehex.
really looking forward my sweet sixteen...
hope it's a great year to be...
and i'm sure it is. ^^

post camp~

2009-05-03T16:45:00.029+08:00

attended the post motem last thursday...
was glad to know that we got good ratings from the campers ^.^
and both my sessions improved! ^o^
was especially glad with the session with jeff...100% whey! xD
[ mabel said island bomb had never got 100% before~*winkx~]

we had a great time watching the photos...

as we teased and laughed upon seeing those pictures...

oh gosh...all the camp memories came back!!! >.<

and tomorrow's my mid'year exam!

hmm...at least i finished sejarah...so-called FINISH...xp

hee...enjoy the pictures! ^^

my beloved facis team~^^

camp eve...doing the registration job...

[ bk...what are you looking for?? ]

such an enjoyable ride up there ^o^

Adeline's Rest House...the perfect campsite for such a wonderful camp~

dong dong and bell bell in 'ding dong'~xp

F&B duties...the food is simply delicious!

having my session with jeff~

[ watch ding ding,rajiv and papa...... xp ]

woohoo! like the stream!

ding dong bell's home sweet home~^^

[the door is still okay~ xD]

completed the task with my babies...

owh yeah~all survived! =)

nice hike! muax...

ULTIMATE FIVE ROCKXX!!! miss my cute babies~

LC0409!!! LOVE YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!!!

so glad to be part of inteyo...heartz you all...4ssss~^^

unforgetable LC0409~

2009-04-22T22:11:00.005+08:00

LC0409...what a camp to remember forever~

just came back form my very first inteyo camp as a facilitator...
no words can best describe the feeling...
what i could say is...I AM SO GLAD THAT I JOINED THE CAMP~
this is indeed a very very very special camp...
get to know so many different stories...
get to know so many different people...
what an experience for me~
tears tend to roll down uncontrollably in the camp...
especially those special moments...
which i will never forget for the rest of my life...
owh yea...i broke my toe nail in the camp...was so painful at that very moment...
that i kept moaning during preeya's story session...broke the atmosphere pula~
sorry yea preeya~xD
just got my nail pulled out yesterday...EXCRUCIATING PAIN~
was crying and yelling all the way~xD
now i am wearing slippers to school...experienced terrible time when i climb the staircase to get to my class at the third floor~
though i have to go through all these pains and itchyness and sleepyness...
i have no regret...it's worth it~^.^
looking forward the next camp~hee...
4sss to everyone in LC0409...
love you all~muacx...

hike...aiks~

2009-04-12T19:51:00.007+08:00

Today went for a hike somewhere near simpang pulai...

visited the orang asli village on the way upthere...

wow...since november last year i have been hiking with inteyo...

and i will say that this is the most unforgetable one for me...

the way upthere was already a tough one...

and the way down was...OH MY GOD!

going down was actually not an easy part...

and what make thing worse...it rained!

oh gosh...the way was filled with mud and so slippery...

every step i took was done in extreme cautious...

owh yea...to tell the truth...the STEP was not done on legs...

but buttocks!!! xD

all of us actually slide down~xD

so many funny little incidents hapened during the hike..

making the hike a fun one though tiring as well...

phew...now my eyes are actually half-opened...

really exhausted!!!

hehe...enjoy some of the pictures kay?

the waterfall upthere was really nice~^.^

the waterfall~

after the muddy trail~xD

[ i'm wearing a shirt with the word bodyglove...and so jeff gave me a BODYGLOVE on my back~ xp ]

okay...time for wash-up~

Teddy for my birthday!!! ^.^

2009-04-10T22:24:00.010+08:00

Have a fun day with my teamates and friends 2day...

we actually went out to celebrate our achievement in the competition...

planned to go kampai japanese restaurant...

and i think it's amc chinese debators fate...

always to have some accidents before the fun part...

just like what happened for nearly every match...

kampai was closed~~~~~ =.=

so no choice...went to the pizza hut nearby...

haha...su tien brought her cuuute niece along!

really have a great time there^^

then after account tuition...went kbox to join them again...

we actually planned to celebrate birthday for xinjing ...

and to my surprise of surprise...they celebrated for me too!!!

and guess what's the present? A BIG TEDDY BEAR!!! xD

the first time in my life to receive a teddy bear [or a teddy 'dog'? xD]

...and sucha big one!

the moment they handed it to me...i have no idea it was for me....

so i gave it to xinjing instead~~~ >.<

and then xinjing looked at me with two big eyes : "这个是给你的啊!"

xD hahaha! the scene was so funny~

when i hugged the teddy...they all laughed at me...and said :

Omg! The teddy is even bigger than you! I cant see you! >.<

hehe...it was sucha fun day...take a look of my dearie la~^^

hehe...cute ler~^.^

thank you soooo much to everyone of you!!!

promise will hug it every night~

hee...

debate~

2009-04-05T01:18:00.015+08:00

okay...as mabel requested...
lets have some translation kay?^^

its kinda awkward since i know im in the final...
think most of you know the reason why...
the happiest people would be my parents of course~xD
but its definitely a different case for me...
everyday there would be people warning me in a serious tone...
DONT YOU EVER TELL YOUR BROTHER ANYTHING!!!
and looks like im not the only one who is facing this kind of situation~xD
and what make things worse...its so hard to do preparation at home!
i have to keep opening and closing files as my brother passed by...
and of course...no phone calls dicussing about the topic...
and no discussion with parents about the topic as well...
aiks...what a hard time~x.x

no matter how the final has turned out to be...
i know well...that we have tried our very best...
tears...is not ment for loss...
but for the fact that i can actually do better...
and for what i believe...
tears does not show weaknesses...
but an element to make me stronger~

we lost in the championship...
but at the same time...won priceless friendship...
and of course...unforgetable memories and experience...
what more could i ask for?
APPRECIATE.

this will never be the end for me...
but a new starting point for me...
DEBATE...the passion that will never change in me~^.^

phew...mission accomplished~^^
though feel a bit weird...result of translation? xD
but anyway...enjoy reading the blog yea~
and for additional...here are some photos related...

thank you so much to su tien...grab them from her blog actually xD
sobz...photos of me and gor gor not with me...
upload later kay?
enjoy!!! ^^

AMC chinese debate team...so proud to be one of them~^^
* now i know that coat seems a little bit too big for me xD

the best supporters in the world~^^

having my speech~

after prize giving~

now both gold and silver belong to LAI's~xD

nice flowers from my adopted mum...
lets hope i get the phrase correct...hehex...first time receiving flowers actually~xD

..

2009-03-29T23:53:00.004+08:00

owh yea...sorry for not writing this out in english...
cause it's more suitable to write something about chinese debate
in chinese right?
so to those who cant read this...i know there's lots in inteyo do...xD
im really really soree about it~
muax kay? =D

the final came~

2009-03-29T22:25:00.004+08:00

决赛...百感交集啊~
很多人都应该知道为什么...总之就是很矛盾啦~
爸爸妈妈就很开心咯~
不管谁赢都是自己孩子...xD

当天一宣布圣母三德进决赛...我和哥哥就开始“被千夫所指”...
两边人马一直警告我们：“你最好不要跟他/她讲任何东西啊~”
=.= 真不知给什么反应好~
在家里准备简直是辛苦...每次他经过电脑都要特地把文件关下来...
又不能跟爸爸讨论喔...不然他就知道我们的立场、论点了...
更辛苦的是不能跟队友讲电话...只能拼命sms咯~ xD

今天的比赛...不管结果如何...我们都尽力了~
掉泪...是因为知道自己可以做得更好...
别误会...那不是遗憾...对这次比赛没有一丁点遗憾...
一点点的不足...就让它过去吧~
眼泪...不是一个人软弱的表现...
而是让人更坚强的催化剂...
真的~

顺便提下我们的主评颜江翰先生...[ 终于会写了~ xD ]
听他的点评...只有一个字...神啊~
也许他的命运真得不被社会掌握的...哈哈~

比赛完了...突然有中失去目标的感觉~ xD

输了比赛...赢来了无价的经验~
更可贵的...过程中的并肩作战和感情的升温...
APPRECIATE.

对辩论的热忱...永不熄灭~
爱辩论久久!!!
爱圣母辩论坊久久!!! ♥ ♥

辩论情怀~

2009-03-29T18:42:00.004+08:00

决赛...曾经是个遥不可及的名词...
能够跻身进入进决赛...我已经很开心了...
但输的感觉的确不好受~
不过...眼泪掉过就算了...
最重要的是...过程的难忘和可贵~^^

过关斩将的日子...比玩过山车还爽....
每一关的胜利对我们来说就是每一次的肯定和惊喜...
那种苦尽甘来的感觉...比什么都甜~^^
都不知道为什么...每次比赛都会出状况...
初赛...恰巧碰上sports day...每个人都有marching或duty...
知道了辩题也不能在一起讨论...各忙各的...
搞到sports day当天累到要死...还要去素恬家讨论...
呵呵...难忘~

幸运跳过复赛...直接进入八强赛...
对上去年决赛队伍太平华联...拼命安慰自己输了也不要紧...
反正去年也进不到八强...结果...又幸运过了一关~^^
这次过程没出状况...当天却遇上狂风暴雨...
搞到我们的稿、鞋子、衣服、书包、全都湿完了... >.< 然后是半决赛...走到这里已经心满意足... 全部人都决定放开来打~ 但是谁也想不到...这次的状况更夸张... 素恬跑去perlis比赛...还是非去不可那种... 蕙琼更是吓死我...临时讲要飞去英国...又是非去不可~ 陪辩又不在...害到我一个人在那边硬撑~ 星期日最后一天和inteyo去了孤儿院就赶场跑去卢老师家... 在最后一分钟把蕙琼抓来...phew~现在想回去也为自己紧张~xD
然后当晚就拼命塞他们吃快餐...
[放心...看不懂不是你的问题...因为这只有圣母辩论员懂 xD]
还真佩服素恬和蕙琼...最后一分钟也抓稳立场辩~^^
不过我就第二天累到要死...在场上blur到...haih~
决赛...就看下一篇吧~
不想挤在一起写。

tata.

busy schedule~

2009-03-25T02:16:00.003+08:00

okay...some flashbacks on the happenings these few days...
on saturday...after meeting sutien who just back form perlis...
i went fha centre around 7pm...
aiks...went there with bags and bags of stuff~xD
spent the night wrapping presents and preparing programmes...
then came sunday...went the Darul Hikmat orphanage...
what more can i say about it...learnt a lot~
though there's no any crying scene...but it was touching...
to see children with no parents around them...
i cant imagine if someday my parents are to leave me alone...
my adik~BOBOY...haiz...sad story...dont wanna say about it...
SAD.

after the visit...drop by adeline lodge...
then went jj with ding dong and the taiping fellas...
funny guys they are~xD
then ding ding's mum fetch me to tze thong's house...
and all of ur except xiao wen gatehr there...
and tze thong's dad fetch us to pn low's house...
and then...DEBATE.
EAT. SLEEP. WAKE UP. GO TO SCHOOL.
with all the bags~X_X
and...COMPETITION.
and then...
VICTORY!!!^.^

conclusion...
what a busy sunday i have~

finally...FINAL!!!

2009-03-25T01:12:00.006+08:00

WE ARE IN THE FINAL!!!

oh my god~~~

it's so so so unbelievable!!!

i have never thought that we will ever be in the final...

with the whole newbies-team we have...[ except for su tien xD ]

the probability we get into the final is so thin...

BUT WE MADE IT!!!

eveerrrythiiing paid off~^^

okay...a few pictures of the semifinal...

all the competition we won before

is because we predicted their points correctly i can say...

but this time...shen jai actually did something that we didnt expect...

was actually blur when the shen jai first speaker speaks...

oh dear...what is he talking about?

dont tell me all the defends prepared are useless~

but then got some idea when the second speaker questioned me...

their stand and points are actually....quite...weird~

hehe...sorry to say so...

but frankly speaking...their skills are actually not bad...

the third speaker is very pretty...and know what she did?

she said i am cute!!! hahaha~~~

should have tell her shes pretty too~hee...

hmm...will be facing my brother on the coming sunday...

really cant imagine what will it be...

now...all the amcians keep on saying the same thing to me...

DONT YOU EVER TELL YOUR BROTHER ANYTHING!

sweat...im the one in the competition...

and they are even more gan cheong then me...

but...i cant blame them to think so...haha! xD

owh yea...thank you so muchie to mabel, sum oi jiejie and mun choong...

the inteyo ONG should have been one of the winning factors...

hahaha!!! so come support me yea~^^

date: 29/3/2009

time: 9 am

venue: anderson school

good luck teamates!

good luck AMC!

GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!

and good luck to my brother too~

shhhh.....xD

2009-03-18T22:19:00.003+08:00

okay...first of all...
THANK GOD!!! MY PURSE FOUND!!!^^
the school guard call me up yesterday...
saying that a traffic police handed her my purse...
wiv my library card,bank card n photostat IC...ONLY~T.T
haha...but what more can i ask for?
i should be thankful in fact~ xD

today went for my brother's debate competition...
and also for the draw-lots session...
hmm...sam tet's team not bad...only have some 'khek' problem~ >.<
and at last....they won...as predicted~xD

our semifinal's topic: 人类会以史为鉴
hmm...i think it's okay...not bad...
可辩性高 i cn say...
the semifinal will be 23/3...the first day after march holidays...
aiks...no time for homeworks already~TT
so again again...WISH ME GOOD LUCK K?
^.^

i lost my purse!!! T.T

2009-03-17T00:27:00.004+08:00

phew...finally~
the 感恩会 for the sin chew student reporter finally ends~
the preparation was tiring...bt it's also worth learning~^^
was kinda mad when the people didnt turn up for the bus trip...
when they say they needed transport...
but what makes me even mad was...there're these people...
didnt even concern to call me up when they decided not to take the bus...
which makes me thought that they'll b late...
and makes me wait and wait at the bus station wiv weikeng...
and then makes me have to take the public bus there...
WHICH MAKES ME LOST MY PURSE!!!
if only he had called me...
if only he had text me...
if only he had asked his friend to tell me...
if only he had answered my call that day...
I WOULDNT HAVE LOST MY PURSE IN THE BUS!!!
luckily i havent bring along my original IC that day...
but losing my scholarship bank card and library card is worse enough...
because of this...i had receive a whole-day-lecture from my mum...
haiz..if only i had been more careful...
if only i had put my purse back into my bag...
sobz sobz~T.T

YES!!! WE DID IT!!!

2009-03-13T01:33:00.005+08:00

YAY!!!!!!! WE WON WE WON WE WON!!!
oh my god...it's so unbelievable!!!
we are in the semi-final now!!!
wow...i am so so so so and so happy about it!!!=D
last night i had the best sleep in these 2 months...
i actually slept for 8 hours! hahaha...thats why now only i write about this...
wow...now i realize how long i have not slept for more than 5 hours xD
okay back to the debate competition....
at first we thought that we are not going to win...
even before the competition we already think so...
you see...we are facing last year's first runner-up...
and last year's overall best speaker is stil in the team...
and throughout the competition...hua lian's debating was so overwhelming...
that makes me feel that we are at the losing side...
so actually i am quite down after the competition...
nearly cried...but dare not to...as my dad was there...
i dont want crying to be the birthday present for him...
but then...daddy's birthday present turned out to be our victory!!! hahaha!
all of us screamed...without realizing so...opps~ xD
feel really really good about it...all our hard works had paid off...
all the out-of-class-for-whole-days, stay-backs and stay-up-late-at-nights...
is worth it!!!^^
although that makes me have to deal with lots of homeworks now...
a lot...i mean a HUUUGE PILE of homeworks...T.T
haiz...just finish my add maths...and there's still mo maths waiting for me...
feel so sorry to ms thean~

anyway...we have still 2 more rounds to go for the debate competition...
at the moment what we know is 23/3 for the semifinal and 29/3 for the final...
even if we lose in the semifinal...[ touch wood! ]
we still have to go for the second runner-up...
so which means...NO HOLIDAY FOR ME!!! sobz~
so again....wish me good luck okay?

*P/S: TO SHOW APPRECIATION TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE SUPPORTED ME SO MUCH THROUGHOUT ALL THIS...THIS IS THE FIRST BLOG I WROTE WITHOUT USING A SINGLE SHORT-FORM...HEHEX~

da big day's cumin...

2009-03-06T20:38:00.004+08:00

2day went 4 da drawing-lots session 4 da debate comp...
i drew 4 our team...n 'luckily' gt da not-so-gud-4-us topic...
feel so soreee~ T.T
bt juz lik yeesin said...no matter wat da topic is...
it dosen rili matter 2 gud debators...erm...vre gud debators rite? xD
wil b having da comp nex wed...less den a week 2 prepare...
hope v cn gt da preparation done in time...finger-crossed~^^
btw...guess wat skul vre facing?
SMK HUA LIAN TAIPING!!!
LOLx...any inteyo members in da hualian debate team? xD

anyway...they re da 1st runner-up 4 last year's comp...
certainly ther'll b difficulties 2 win da comp....
bt i thk tats nt 2 our worries...
all v hav 2 do is juz 2 try our best rite?
WISH US GUD LUCK YEA~ :)

my first inter-skul debate competition....

2009-02-25T21:29:00.004+08:00

woohoo~~~v won!!!^.^
was so worried abt my 1st inter-skul debate comp...
nearly...nt nearly...its really cried bcoz of stress...
i dunno y m i so stressed...i noe im doin fine...
bt sumhow...i was vv nervous abt it....a lil too much i thk...
bt it turn out 2 b fine...more den fine~^.^
guess i hav 2 learn 2 relax a bit...hehex...
v gt da lucky lots...so v dun hav any comp nex week...
da nex match shud b 11th march...vs samtet [ mayb...xD]
omg...cnt imagine da scene wher my bro n i shouting at each other...xD
at 1st tot i dun hav 2 take da march test bcoz of debate comp...
bt nw seems i hav 2 take it anyway...at least i hav time 4 revision nw...
hoooray again....4 da AMC chinese debators!!!^.^

the unforgetable sports day~

2009-02-21T21:16:00.006+08:00

YAAAAAAAY!!!!!
YELLOW HOUSE WON DA OVERALL CHAMPION...AGAIN!!!
N YELLOW HOUSE MARCHING TEAM WON DA NAIB JOHAN!!!
HIP HIP HOORAY!!!^.^

2day is sucha exciting exciting day 4 me...
da emotion kip cumin n cumin...
wow...it's just sucha unforgetable day 4 me~^^
all da hard works v paid...all paid off...
at 1st i tot i'll cry if i dun gt da marching champion...
as v r last year marching champion...
bt den...im stil so glad when da result announced...
mayb its like da saying goes...
it's nt about b'ing da best...bt 2 b ur best...
v hav tried our best...so y shud v feel sad abt it?
wats rili matter its da friendship i gained...
da wonderful xperience i gt...
[ and da chance 2 wear da pretty costume?
frankly speaking...i thk our costume is da prettiest~ XD ]
haha...watever...IM JUST SO GLAD I JOINED DA MARCHING TEAM~^.^

*thx siewmun 4 da pic...gt it fr her blog...XD

*thx sutien's fren 4 da pic...its rili a nice pic he took~^.^

wil never ever 4get 2day...
feel regret 4 nt bringing da camera along...
shud hav taken more pics on da wonderful day i had...
so proud 2 b one of da marching team...
so proud 2 b one of da yellow house member...
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YELLOW HOUSE!!!
ther goes da yellow house slogan...
YELLOW YELLOW YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!
^.^

p/s: thx ding ding,dong dong,emci,kim n kim's cute little daughter 4 cumin 2 support...nt 4geting dearie mabel 4 da moral support~^^4sss 2 evryone of u...muackxx~

wat a form4 life~

2009-02-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

phew...finally gt time 2 manage my blog...
found tis blogskin...nice one...^^
hope tis wont go wrong again...
crossed-finger~~

okay...since ive abandoned my blog 4 quite smtm...
lets hav sum trackbacks...
okay...form4's rili a tough one...
cnt blif i could hav done my hw tat worse...
kinda hurt when saw da gred my teacher gav in my hw...
sobz sobz...at tat very moment...
rili feel like switching 2 art class~~~T.T
bt sumhow...it's juz a second thought...
i noe i would never do tat...
stil hav 2 gt along wiv life rite?^^

okay well...tats a short intro 4 my recent form4 life...
lets talk abt da inteyo facis training...
as usual...i enjoy it!!!^^
itz rili fun 2 hav such group of ppl 4 such size of a camp...
itz fun...warm...n memorable~^^
bt...sum of them hav sum comments abt da camp...
i dunno y...i thk itz considered gud...
mayb itz bcoz i haven join any foundation training b4...ntg 2 compare...
hmm...watever la...v'll do it better nex year~^^

nex week is a vv important week...
1st...i hav drawing lots session 4 dbate comp on wed....
nex...v r havin our sportsday on sat...n im in 4 da marching comp~xD
so...nex week wil b training training n training...
dbate marching dbate marchin n dbate marchin~~~~X_X
ther'll oni 2 days left 4 da dbate practise afta da sportsday...
n it'll b my 1st comp...i dun wan 2 lose it!!!
hope i cn handle them well~
wish me gud luck k?

my blogskin ruined~T.T

2009-02-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

sobz sobz...
at 1st tot i gt a very-very-nice blogskin...
bt den it turn out 2 b....
A FAILURE!!!
dunno wat happen...
juz noe tat da failure blogskin suckxx!!
aiks...no choice...
hav 2 gt along wiv tis one at da moment...
coz rili bz lately...
dun hav da time 2 search 4 another nice one...
n 2 make thgs worse...i 4gt 2 gt a back up 4 da previous blog html...
i juz change it w/o saving it!!!
n nw...i lost most of my frenz links...T.T
2 those hu i hav lost ur link...a BIG BIG SORREE~~~
hope tat i'll hav da time soon...
cnt stand my blog in tis way any much longer...

my CNY 2009~

2009-01-31T13:24:00.001+08:00

phew...time flies huh...
it seems like just yesterday tat im choosing my from4 package...
n nw im ald studying chapter2 4 almost evry subjec...xD
form4 is rili a bz year...i cn say...
n when i tot im goin 2 hav a break fr da bz form4 life...
i was wrong...totally wrong...
coz CNY was juz another bz time 4 me!!!xD
lolx...i went outing almost evryday during my CNY 2009...
okay...rewind~

年二十九: spent da whole day having 'gotong-royong' in my hse...sooo tiring~

除夕: [nite] hav reunion dinner wiv my dad-side family

初一: [nite] went 2 my 2nd-uncle hse...gambled...n won lotsa $$ *ching~*

初二: [mornin] went grandpa hse 2 开年...gambled wiv my uncles n cousins again...n won rm15 in da 'bonanza session'...hehex,thx 2 uncle fred^^den went my aunt's hse 2 watch lion dance...nice~^^
[nite] went my mum-side 2nd-uncle hse...gambled a lil bit...n won a lil bit...hehex~
[midnite] went oldtown NASMIR...attended inteyo 'open-hse'...xD

初三: [mornin] went sutien's hse...saw my bro playing lion dance...so proud of him~^^
[nite] went gramdpa's hse 2 bid gudbye 2 my 4th-uncle n family...
goin bek sabah da nex day...

初四: [mornin] went k.kangsar...my mum's humtown...had a DELICIOUS lunch...yum yum~:P
[nite] went JJ wiv inteyo gang...sing k fr 8pm-2am...syok~^^
den went overnite in ding ding's hse...n found out ding ding n me havin sore throat da nex mornin...T.T

初五: hmm...okay...afta bek fr ding's hse...considered free~

初六: *later* [evenin] goin JJ 2 yumcha wiv inteyo gang
[nite] mayb attend a CNY feast...

初七: *2mr* [mornin] hiking kledang hill wiv inteyo gang...n mayb attend a CNY feast later in noon...if i cn stay awake...xD

well...tats my CNY schedule...packed huh?
aiks...stil gt a whole pile of humworks waiting 4 me...
n a few projecs 2 prepare...
HW COULD I FINISH IT UP IN JUZ 2 DAYS ?!!
oh dear...thk i hav 2 drink lotsa coffee 2day n 2mr...
hav 2 finish up al of 'em by hook or by crook...
JIA YOU 4 me k? ^.^

owh...btw...stil luv my CNY 2009...
tou it's packed n hav 2 finish up my works in 2 days...
i stil njoy it immensely...njoy da atmosphere...
wher evryone saying GONG XI FA CAI...
n evrywher playing CNY songs...
juz like it!!!
lookin 4ward da nex CNY...^^

which path???

2009-01-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

aiks...
tis is probably da most difficult decision i hav 2 make so far...
never face such situation in my life b4...
which class shud i take???
pure science??? or...ART CLASS???
omg...my head's gonna burst...
my future wil most probably nt related 2 da science field...
bt...no harm trying out da science thg rite?
n it's oso a gud chance 4 me 2 learn smtg basic abt science...
bt...science class is rili tough~
n tis year's gonna b a vvvvvv bz year...
cn i stand it if i take pure science???
y shud i waste time on smtg i m nt interested in?
n no doubt...my language skill is much more better den my science~
n...it's much more easier 2 score straight A1 if i take art class rite?
den it wil ril help when it cums 2 schorlarships..
especially smtg like JPA~
bt...it's quite a heavy heart 2 leave all my frenz...
i heart them sooooo much!!!

HAIZ~~~
which way shud i choose???
pure science or art class???
wil art class b da rite path 4 me???
evryone's asking me 2 take pure science...
bt my heart...is telling me 2 go another way~~~
OMG!!!WAT SHUD I DO???
haiz...stil left less den 12hours 2 thk abt it...

welcome 2009!!!

2009-01-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYONE!!!!!!!
tis new year is soooo meaningful 2 me~
1st...i gt 8As 4 my PMR~^^
den...i'm rili looking 4ward 2009...
coz it's gonna b a vv busy n challenging form4-year 4 me!!!^^
n da main point is...tis new-year-celebration is soooo great!!!^.^
okay...flashback~
on da 31st...afta da gotong-royong in da library...
went parade wiv ding dong n small ding dong...
2 celebrate my achivement in PMR...so touched~^^
afta sing k...v went cold storage 2 buy food 4 dinner...
LOL...1st time shopping like aunties~ >.<
den RUSH bek hum at 6pm...having a countdwn plan wiv da inteyo gang~^^
at 1st da plan is 2 countdwn at kledang hill...bt it rained~ xp
so v switched plan...went centre 2 cook dinner instead~~~
den at abt 11pm...v went kledang hill again...
bt it rained again~~~>.<
so...our countdwn happened...in da car~~~T.T
v overnite at da centre...den straight go 2 da waterfall tis morning~
sooooo syok~~~^.^
glad i spent da new year wiv da inteyo gang...fun!!!^^
bt quite sorry...coz din spent da new year wiv my family...
so i ask kc 2 fetch me hum when v r on da way bek centre tat nite...
2 wish my family hapi new year face 2 face...^^
anyway...rili looking 4ward my form4...
HAPPY SCHOOL-REOPEN EVRYONE!!!
SEE ALL OF YOU SOON!!!

all my hard works paid off~~~^.^

2008-12-31T07:56:00.000+08:00

YAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I GT STRAIGHT A'S!!!!!!!!!
^.^
hahaha...rili hapi abt it...
nw thk of da hard works during da exam period...
feel satisfied~^.^
AmC rili gt a lot of dedicated teachers...THANKS A LOT!!!
hahaha...feel so hapi nw...
nt juz bcoz of my result...my bro's too!!!
hehe...he gt straight As too~^^
hahaha...thx 2 all of u hu had given me supports...
n gud wishes as well...thank you!!!^^
haha...bt dun try 2 look 4 me in da newspaper...
coz i miz da press ppl~ xp
hehe...paise paise...coz late 2 skul 2day...
so when i was ther...da press ppl ald gone...
n my fren ald went jusco 2 celebrate...aiks >.<
bt is okay...coz i'll b celebrating wiv da inteyo gang 2mr~^^
2geter wiv da countdwn...hehex~
CONGRATZ 2 ALL OF U THER HU HAV OSO REACH UR GOAL!!!
n 2 those hu haven...cheer up!!!
tis's nt da end 4 u...bt a new chapter!!!
u ald done ur best...so y nt try 2 take it fr ther???
^.^
HAPPY COUNTDWN N HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYONE!!!

a quality holiday~^^

2008-12-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

wow...da holiday's already coming 2 an end...
hmm...a small conclusion abt da holiday...
i like tis holiday vv much!!!^.^
tis form3 end-of-year holiday is rili nice~
feel relaxing...yet satisfying~
spent da beginning of da holidays on9 almost evryday...
n hiking wiv da inteyo gang evry week~^^
den december came...started off wiv a packed schedule of training...
which turn out 2 b da main activity of my holidays~^^
rili like da training vv much...or shud i say...
like da group of ppl vv much???
hehe...i thk it's both~^^
learnt a lot of thgs during da training...
n i enjoy my time b'ing wiv those inteyo ppl~^^
glad i join da training tis holidays~^.^
bside da inteyo programme...i oso joined a camp...
n spent sum happytime wiv my buddies~^^
hmm...i thk tat's all abt my holidays~
2mr wil b goin 4 a kledang-hike...probably da last hike 4 da year~T.T
n nex tues wil b da BIG day...da PMR-result-releasing Day!!!
crossed-fingers 4 me k? ^.^

爱学记99 !!! ^.^

2008-12-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

培训营已经过了两天...可是感觉还是那么强烈!!!
这的确是个难忘的培训营~^^

第一天...真得好难过...
觉得工委们很无理取闹...
觉得他们是为了骂而骂...为了罚而罚...
之后才发现...这是个离谱的错误!!!
我为什么没想到...
他们为了培训营刻意板着脸孔...刻意提高嗓子责骂...
比我们面对这些皮毛更辛苦!!!
真得很对不起工委们!!!
第三天的体能测验...是最辛苦的...也是我最难忘的...
当时才发现那些责骂，处罚...
让我在这三天里成长了!!!
也让我在这三天里...获得无比珍贵的友情~
只有考验能让人成长...
也只有考验...能让友情变得更可贵~
给并肩面对艰难的朋友们...
我爱你们!!!^^

是缘...
让我获得了无价的友情~
是缘...
让我遇见了一班用心至圣的工委们...
也是缘...
让我加入了学记这个大家庭!!!
爱学记99!!! 爱你们99!!!
^.^

happy happy~

2008-12-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

2day is sucha happy day...
coz i went outing wiv my taiping frenz!!!^^
see hua n loke sunn *学姐* cum all da way dwn ipoh...
so su ern n me went JJ 2 meet them...
later seong kiat oso join us~ [glad he join us...coz den v gt driver liao~ xp]
v went 2 watch BOLT...
it's a gud movie anyway...
BOLT is definitely cuteeeeee~
especially da look when he beg 4 food~^^
haiz...可惜 see hua hav 2 bek taiping in da evening....
so da period v meet is sooo short~T.T
bt it's ok...coz i'm goin dwn 2 taiping tis sun~^^

anyway...JJ's k-box is ald opened!!!
hahaha...n den da person in charge says...
parade's k-box member card is oso available here!!!
LOL~ so hapi~
btw...ther's supposed 2 b doin promotion 2day...
so cn gt sum free charges using member card...
n da pity part is...I GT A MEMBER CARD BT I DIN GO!!!
sobz sobz...

haha...bt it's ok....
ther'll b chances~
hehe...ther'll sure b...xp

my fringe~~~T.T

2008-12-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

I CUT MY FRINGE!!!
***T.T***

still cn gt used 2 my new fringe....
[ of coz la...u oni gt it 4 a few hours~xp ]
da 理发师 say da fringe looks cute on me....
[ huh???ya meh??? ] >.<

sobz sobz...
i thk i look younger nw...
or shud i say...smaller??? xp
haiz...i thk in da future...
ther'll b ppl asking me m i standard 5~~~
T.T

2008-12-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!
omg~i luv it!!! ^^
2day went 2 watch twilight in JJ...
wiv yingxin, y-hung, chee kay n her sis...
omg...juz luv da movie!!!
like da story line...n of coz...da characters~ xp
haha...at 1st...tot edward is kinda ...weird?scary? [coz he's pale white...]
bt den...feel much more 顺眼 le~^^
n at the end...agree wiv y-hung...he's charming~ xp
2 those hu haven watch da mvie...
DUN 4GET 2 WATCH!!!
^.^

I love TT player!!!

2008-11-30T07:55:00.000+08:00

OMG~~~
I LOVE TT PLAYER SOOOOO MUCH!!!

yesterday went yingxin's house...
found out abt tis TT player...
da best thg abt it...is tat it cn search 4 lyrics on9 automatically!!!
wow...i rili like it!!!

2 all my frenz...u all muz try tis!!!
tis is da link 4 downloading...
HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH TT PLAYER!!!^^

sucha happy day~

2008-11-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

2day is sucha happy happy day...
v went yingxin's house 4 da drum performance 庆功宴...
[ altou v ald celebrated it 4 many many times...xp ]
bt is nt enuf!!!
HahAHaHahaHAhAha...

yesterday i tot i wont b goin de...
coz facing sum transport problem...
n i stil hav my duty in da library till 12pm~
haiz....
bt den...da GENIUS YINGXIN solve da problem!!!
hahahaa...
so in the end...yeesin fetch me ther fr skul~^^
hehe...rili wanna thx yingxin hu try out evry way 2 make sure i'm goin...
n xinjing hu tot i'm stil facing problem...
purposely phone 2 da library 2 tell me tat she's fetching me~^^
TQ sooo muchie~^.^

omg~
v rili play until yingxin's house nearly upside-down!!! xp
bt da lunch v make is rili T-A-S-T-Y!!!^^
wow...2day oni 见识到my seniors' 厨艺...
wah...cnt blif sutien cn cook so well!!!
n amy n xinjing oso having da COOK's pose~
hahahahha...
n cheekay..playing da MARIA role...
it's sooo funny when yingxin kip calling her....
M-A-R-I-A~~~~
xp

yup...da lunch is so delicious...
da pizza...hotdog....stik...wa
n da CHOCOLATE!!!
haha..taste so gud wiv da bread...n look so gud on y-hung's face!!!!
haha...v even imitated da 福禄寿 statues...
y-hung wiv da chocolate moustache!!!!

den v watch a slide show...
done by our dearie dearie yingxin...
it's so much work!!!...thank you sooo much ler~^^
act it shud b vv touching de...bt...
v r laughing da whole way!!!
bt still...i like it...coz it brings bek all da sweet memories v had...^^

b4 goin bek...me,yingxin,cheekay n y-hung hav a small chat...
rili luv tat little short while...v even plan 2 stay overnite~~~omg~~~
hahaha...if v rili stay longer...i thk yingxin's house wil definitely...
360 degree UPSIDE-DOWN!!!

I M SO HAPPY TODAY!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!
^.^

时间的价值~

2008-11-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

今天在radio 听到一段很有意思的话...

你要知道一年的价值
你可以去问大学里的高材生
你要知道一个月的价值
你可以去问早产儿的母亲
你要知道一个星期的价值
你可以去问定期周刊的总编辑
你要知道一天的价值
你可以去问。。。
你要知道一个小时的价值
你可以去问热恋中的恋人
你要知道一秒的价值
你可以去问死里逃生的人
你要知道一毫秒的价值
你可以去问世界级的竞跑选手

听了这一段说法...
突然发现这个假期过得太悠闲了...
我觉得...
是时候找点儿东西来做了...

[ p/s: 一天的价值...我忘了...xp ]

~心理测验~

2008-11-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

假期有点无聊，就到Tun Razak Library借了几本书回来看....
其中一本是蔡智恒的《孔雀森林》...
今天闲着没事做...就一口气读完整本书...
爽啊~^^
虽然之前是读过了...但没试过酱一次过读完...
所以读完的感触还蛮深的~
喜欢作者的写作手法...
很轻松...很自然~
>> 一个很有趣的心理测验：

你在森林里养了几只动物：马，牛，羊，老虎和孔雀。
如果有一天你必须离开森林，而且只能带一只动物离开，
你会带那只动物？
*马代表自由
*牛代表事业
*羊代表爱情
*老虎代表自尊
*孔雀代表金钱

我选的是马...就代表自由对我来说最重要...
hmm...也是对啦...
我是很重视自由...
但我真得会愿意为了自由...而放弃自尊和爱情吗?
会吗???
会吧......
也许......xp

i love sing k sooo much!!! ^^

2008-11-18T19:33:00.000+08:00

2day...gt da 1st outing in da holiday...
go sing k wiv da drum performance gang...
*xin jing
*ying xin
*su tien
*wei keng
*y-hung
*chee kay
*n wai yee...tou she juz drop by a while...
hahaha...v sing until sot sot d...
all jump up da sofa n scream at da top of our voice...
LOL~

*su tien is sooo cutie~~~^^

*《手心》......my "饮歌"...xp

nw my throat so painful...
no voice d...xp
v were so excited...n accidentally break a glass!!!
n 2 our surprise...da person says...
V NONID 2 PAY BACK~
hahaha...幸好~

~ the broken glass...~xp

hehehe...v so syok singing...
原本oni 3 hours...v extend 2 4 hours...xp
bt still...nt enuf ler~
hmm...thking of asking waiyan them out nex week...
^.^

[upper row ] chee kay..ying xin..xin jing..y-hung..

[ infront of da table ] su tien..*me*..wei keng..

i m back!!!

2008-11-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

hey hey...
I M BACK!!!
hehe...thanks 2 dearie pinkfish~
my new blog is soooooo nice!!!!
ahahaha~

hmmm....
i m thking of switching back 2 blogspot le...
bt hw abt my space???
TT.... i wrote many thgs ther le ler~
haiz...

nvm nvm...
bocz..
i m still hapi 2 hav tis new blog!!!
hahaha...
so...no matter if i m still using my space...
I WILL B HERE!!!
sooooo hapi~
^.^